The spirit's unwilling, but the flesh is weak
posted by bitchphd
I don't want to quit smoking (again. Yes I started up at some point about three months after I quit last spring, goddamnit). And yet, as with the last time I quit, I'm out of cigarettes and feeling rather lazy about going to get more. Which is going to win out, my desire to smoke or my laziness?
Don't forget to factor in the following variables:
1. I like smoking, goddamnit. That is to say, I like smoking the brand I smoke, which actually are nice, and which don't taste like crap the way most cigarettes do.
2. I have a bit of a phlegmy cough this morning. Yeah, I know. Shut up.
3. Must admit am not especially crazy about the 'smoker's breath' thing.
4. PK is after me to quit, and I told him I would when we moved to California, and I haven't, and I'm setting a Reallly Bad Example.
5. My goal is to do the 2-3 cigs a day thing and really enjoy them. Preferably when PK isn't around (which is really the entire point of smoking anyway; to chill out for ten minutes).
FUCK.
Don't forget to factor in the following variables:
1. I like smoking, goddamnit. That is to say, I like smoking the brand I smoke, which actually are nice, and which don't taste like crap the way most cigarettes do.
2. I have a bit of a phlegmy cough this morning. Yeah, I know. Shut up.
3. Must admit am not especially crazy about the 'smoker's breath' thing.
4. PK is after me to quit, and I told him I would when we moved to California, and I haven't, and I'm setting a Reallly Bad Example.
5. My goal is to do the 2-3 cigs a day thing and really enjoy them. Preferably when PK isn't around (which is really the entire point of smoking anyway; to chill out for ten minutes).
FUCK.
Posted at 11:05 AM
|
